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Thursday, July 29, 2010

Elated Exhaustion

Such is my pain that when you, dear woman, have achieved satisfaction, so then does your body expire.  Your body collapses in exhaustion just at a time when that for which you have desired is achieved.  Yet you are left deflated.  This is confusing, as at this moment of achievement you want to feel elation, yet you feel exhaustion.

Why is this so?  It is the nature of the effort you have expended, as woman, relentlessly urging those who are dear to you, to achieve their greatest potential.  

What, however, is your greatest potential?  If you maintain balance, that is, eagrely working and seeking your greatest potential at the same time as supporting those who you hold most dear to reach their greatest potential, you would have achieved balance.  The balance would have eliminiated complete collapse as you would have kept your desires for the other in balance with desires for yourself.  This is not selfishness, this is balance.  And by maintaining balance you will avoid the disposition of controlling the outcome for your loved one.  For you have attempted to control and create their greatest potential.  Who are you to do this?  It is their path.  Your role is to honour their path, however, and maintain balance for yourself.

This way, now, your body would be less harangued and you would feel elation at the loved one's achievement.  A desirable and worthy emotion to feel.  And surely more attractive than exhaustion.  Rest assured your efforting of concern and eagreness did not hasten their journey.  Absorb this fact and you will find with delight, your future behaviours are more moderate. 

I believe this is the instance for you, and this will be growth acccepted by you.  With love, Athena.

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